Times

I know I need You
I need to love You
I'd love to see You but it's been so long

I long to feel You
I feel this need for You
I need to hear You
Is that so wrong?

Now You pull me near You
When we're close I fear You
Still I'm afraid to tell you all that I've done

Are you done forgiving?
Can You look past my pretending?
I'm so tired of defending what I've become
What have I become?

But I hear You say
My love is over
It's underneath
It's inside
It's in between

The times you doubt me
And when you can't feel
The times that you question
Is this for real?

The times that you're broken
The times that you mend
The times you hate me
The times that you bend

My love is over
It's underneath
It's inside
It's in between

The times that you're healing
And when your heart breaks
The times that you feel like you've fallen
from grace

The times that you're hurting
The times that you heal
The time you go hungry and are
tempted to steal

In times of confusion
In chaos and pain
I'm there in your sorrow under the
weight of your shame

I'm there in your heart-ache
I'm there through the storm
My love I will keep you by my
power alone

I don't care where you've fallen or where
you have been
I'll never forsake you
My love never ends
It never ends

-Tenth Avenue North
Actually this whole CD says it all as to where I am right now with my God. Music has a way of breaking down those hardened walls in my heart. These songs are so worth a trip over to YouTube to hear them. Or just buy the whole CD, it's amazing!