I have a faith weaker than pond water. ha! If you've never heard that expression before, then trust me, it's the weakest, weak you can get!
I struggle daily, especially right now, in the face of spiritual warfare, exhaustion, struggles and heartache, to trust in my Savior, to believe that He is going to be there for me. I struggle to believe He is going to show up in my time of need.
My past, my childhood, my fears, disappointments in this life, the world and everything around me points to, and lies to me, telling me that He won't come, He won't show up, He won't rescue, He won't save... He won't, He won't, He won't....
So, in the face of my doubts, fears and questions... I look to what He has been for His people.
He is the same yesterday, today and forever.
"I make a decree,
that in all my royal dominion
people are to tremble and fear
before the God of Daniel,
for he is the living God,
enduring forever;
his kingdom shall never be destroyed,
and his dominion shall be to the end.
He delivers and rescues;
he works signs and wonders
in heaven and on earth,
he who has saved Daniel
from the power of the lions."
- Daniel 6:26-27
If this was true of Him then, it's gotta be true of Him now!
I believe...
in the face of heartache,
in the midst of intense opposition,
in the face of an enemy that hates me,
in a world of lies that glitter and sparkle,
in my sinful self,
I believe...
please Jesus help my unbelief?!
I love you in spite of my own doubt and fears!
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